Today was a rough day.
As evidenced by the post just prior to this one.
Yes, I panicked and posted that thought. It was what I was thinking at the time. It was reactionary, yes… but it was also stupid.
I’m not here to beg for money.
What I am here for, however, is to express what’s on my mind at any given moment. And that’s what I did. So there you have it, that’s how it all works.
I’ve thought things through since then, and I have a solution that I think will work. It’s just going to take some time, and it’s going to mean changing a few things in my life. — cutting down on a few luxuries (the few that I already had), and curtailing my wanton ways of spending and not caring about the consequences.
Plus, I’ve been selling things on eBay. (Thanks to those who suggested this… I already had that in my plan. We must have been thinking alike.) I have a lot of crap. A LOT of crap. I thoroughly need to downsize, and fast.
I also need to sell my car and get rid of that payment. It’s killing me. I don’t know why I ever thought that was a good idea, but no more.
I have a way of getting the money I need. So I will be ok. But things have just gotta change, and I need to make the commitment to make them happen. It’s about time.